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Tuesday, January 4th, 2005
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Yeah, I kind of haven't updated in a while (as in more than a month), but I figured I'd update today since I'm in a lousy mood. I've noticed that pretty much the only times I actually do update is when I'm in a lousy mood, so I probably come across as being an unhappy person, which is only some of the time.
Anyways, I'm in a lousy mood for a bunch of reasons, but I don't really know what it could be.
Could it be: -The fact that we are picking rooms for the band trip soon, and I realized that I should have more friends that are guys because it's going to end up being a repeat of two years ago?
-That I feel like my life is completely meaningless? I mean, all it is is school and work...and none of this is even helping right now since I don't know what I want to do with my life...and on top of that, I am really really stressed out about school and all of my other responsibilities...all these things are just combined and are really stressing me out...and I know that it'll pay off in the long run, but right now I don't have a set goal, and I'm just so stressed and I don't do anything fun at all and I really need to have some kind of goal. Wow, that was just one big run-on sentence.
-Girls. Quite possibly isn't a problem with girls now, since I've kinda succeeded in just letting whatever's going to happen, happen (nothing's happened). Still though, I'm confident that eventually someone will notice me (although I doubt it'll be someone I know now...I don't know anyone who'd find me like-able, but there are other towns and other girls). So, I'm probably not going to be unhappy solely because of girls and lack thereof, but it certainly contributes.
-The tsunami disaster. That really sucks, and when stuff like that happens, I get depressed. It makes me sad, simple as that, and nothing I can do will change it. The ongoing war in Iraq doesn't help me, either. Gosh, sometimes I wish I wasn't so darn sentimental.
Or maybe I should just try getting more sleep. Maybe the combination of all of this stuff at once and being very tired and sick most of the time and having lots of make-up work for school just isn't working well. So maybe everything will be better by the end of the week.
There's no doubt, though, that I have to do something this weekend. And next weekend, too (it's my birthday weekend!!!). I'm not sure whether I should do anything on my birthday or not...I haven't had a party for like 7 years, so...I don't know! I'll think about it.
Wow, after writing all this stuff down and getting it all out of my system, I'm in a much much better mood!
Ok, I'm done for now.
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Friday, November 26th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:58 pm. |
| Music: | Trans-Siberian Orchestra Stuff. |
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When did she get hot???
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Wednesday, November 24th, 2004
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Found this on a website, thought this perfectly expressed my sentiments, especially when being accused about "not supporting the troops".
( I support the troops )
Anyway, things've been weird (again). But I won't go into that...I'm kinda wicked happy and wicked unhappy at the same time, and I don't really understand it, but there's always that hope that maybe things'll all get better.
My great aunt and my grandmother came up from New Jersey on Saturday, and will be here till next Saturday...that's exciting!
Yesterday, I got the deluxe collectors limited edition (or something like that) of How To Dismantle An Atomic Bomb, the new U2 album. Listening to that right now...it's really really good, more than I expected.
I also got the Maroon 5 CD and the "Best of" Duran Duran, which I ordered from the QSP sales back when our class had to sell magazines back in September.
I completely forgot to write anything about the auction. Last week was completely devoted to the auction (quite literally; I devoted more than 30 total hours to it, but I love it!). I won a shower clock/radio/CD player, which is awesome...except that I paid $12 more than it was valued at haha.
Today I worked 9-5, which was wicked exhausting...I really need to catch up on sleep.
I'm hoping to be able to go into Boston on Saturday with someone...don't know if that's going to happen, though, but I should find out tomorrow. Tomorrow could be a good day :)
Nothing else major I can think of right now...I might try to update more often, but I probably won't.
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Monday, November 15th, 2004
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| Time: | 7:40 pm. |
| Mood: | blah. | | Music: | The Glade Part II (The Last of the Mohicans)-Trever Jones. |
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So, yeah, haven't updated in a very very long time because of extreme busy-ness.
Weird things happening, but w/e...I'll deal with it...I'm just trying
to avoid all sorts of problems, and I'm doing a pretty gosh-darn good
job, if I do say so myself.
Other than weird things, good things are happening too! Very excited! But nobody knows yet...oh, well.
Kind of sad about the election...actually, that's not true: I'm
completely shaken. I can't stand George W. Bush. Doesn't
mean that I hate Republicans/Conservatives, etc., but I can't
understand why anyone would vote for him. Actually, there are a
couple of reasons why one might vote for him:
-Uninformed
-Misinformed
-One-issue person (i.e. absolutely oppose abortion, gay-marriage, etc.)
-Billionaire/relative of billionaire
(^Please don't take any of these in a negative way; if you would like
to discuss anything, please talk to me; I'd love to tell people about
some of the things W. has/hasn't done...there's a lot. In fact,
I'm in the process of making a Bush-Bashing Binder, for which I've
already amassed well over 200 pages of reasons not to like our
pResident and his administration.).
I'll agree that John Kerry is certainly not the creme of the
crop. The Democrats could've picked a better person to run than
Senator Kerry. I think it would've been awesome if he had run
alongside Senator McCain of Arizona.
But enough about politics
Actually, one final note...visit this site to voice your opposition to the Draft!
And here's a good song! Mother Father, by the Dave Matthews Band
Mother, father please explain to me
Why a world so full of mystery
A place so bitter and still so sweet
So beautiful and yet so full of sad, sad...
Mother, father please explain to me
Why forests march to desert speed
While snowcapped mountains melt away
What do we tell our babies, when do we say, oh
Mother, father please explain to me
How a man who rocks his child to sleep
Pulls the trigger on his brother's heart
He digs a hole right to the middle of this storm of hatred
Mother, father please explain to me
How it could be so this world has come to be
A precious balance in between
Such cruelty and such kindness please
Mother, father please explain to me
How this world has come to be
Unequaled in her blessings, oh, I see
Unbridled hatred so extreme, please tell me
Mother, father please explain to me
How this world has come to be so
Twisted between time and dreams
Oh, mother, father please explain to me
Oh, what's all this talk about?
All this talk about it
Spinning down, down, down, down, down
All this talk about
Endless words without
Nothing's done
Mother, father do you know
Why one man's belly overflows
Another sleeps in hunger's bed
Oh, we trade our world for a piece of bread
Oh Mother, father please explain to me
How this rare world's come to be
A place so full of color yet overflowing
Always in black and white
Drowning in the waters of our...
Mother, father please explain to me
How this world has come to be
While still blessed in all the things we see
Such a sad, sad home for you and me
Come out, and hold,
Come on out you
Come on out you
Come and save yourself
Come on out you
Come on we're taking the water
We're taken the water
We're taken the water
But you know
We got the freedom
We got the freedom
There's no God above
And no hell below
Oh, it's here with us
It's up to us
To keep afloat
How this sweet world has come to be
Oh to keep afloat
Mother, father please explain to me
How this rare world has come to be
Oh, let the blue planet
Let the blue planet
Mother, father please explain to me
Mother, father please explain
I don't agree with everything in it, but it's a good song nevertheless.
Also, if you're interested in going to see the Trans-Siberian Orchestra
in concert, leave a comment! You'll probably be hearing more
about this sometime!
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Sunday, November 7th, 2004
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| Subject: | Hahahaha |
| Time: | 8:46 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | A Beautiful Mind Soundtrack-James Horner (also did Titanic). |
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Ashley: omg i was reading ur prof and looking at something else at the same time so i read it as "~Life isn't worth living until you do or have tried pot." instead of
"98% of teenagers do or have tried pot. If you're one of the 2% who hasn't, put this in your profile
~Life isn't worth living until you find someone worth dying for"
so i like totally freaked out cuz thats obviously not something you would say
hahaha Ashley :)
By the way, congrats to Ashley and Andy!
And I haven't updated in awhile, and I don't think I'm going to update that much anymore, because it's too much work and it risks upsetting people...so I'll update if anything major happens or with funny stuff like this
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Monday, October 25th, 2004
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| Time: | 9:53 pm. |
| Mood: | nothing,. | | Music: | Radio Music Awards. |
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ShOrTi2o5 (9:09:41 PM): but it's from something you're about to see dcheeno88 (9:09:51 PM): carbon man ShOrTi2o5 (9:09:56 PM): whaaat? ShOrTi2o5 (9:09:57 PM): lol dcheeno88 (9:10:02 PM): no wait calcium kid dcheeno88 (9:10:04 PM): haha sorry dcheeno88 (9:10:14 PM): carbon man just popped into my head ShOrTi2o5 (9:10:24 PM): carbon man???? ShOrTi2o5 (9:10:25 PM): hahahhaahahahaha
That's a conversation christy and I had about a the contest in her journal
Completely random haha
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Sunday, October 24th, 2004
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So, nothing very exciting has happened since the last time I updated (which was the 12th, I think), except for homecoming, of course. I can't remember whether I wrote about The Forgotten or not, but I went to go see that movie, and it was weird.
But homecoming! OK, so first I was late to go over to Christy's house at 7:00 to take pictures. I didn't get there til 7:09, and I was a wreck because I thought that I was wicked late. But I when I got there, they weren't there yet, so it was ok haha! So we had our pictures taken (I hate pictures!!!) and then went to the school, taking a quick stop at Ocean State for a camera. We had to wait in the hall a little before going into the gym.
The gym was set up very nicely, except the music was horrible. I pretty much walked around the whole time, mostly with Kristen and Christy. And I danced a couple of times!! First dance was with Lena, then I danced with Lauren. I sat down and talked with Zack a lot, too, and with Leah and Alana. At one point, Kellie was sitting down with Alana and I leaned over to ask them a question about the music (by the way!! Does anyone know what the freshman and sophomore songs were? If you do, please please add a comment!!), and Kellie thought I was going to ask one of them to dance...so then I did! And Kellie and I danced (kinda), and tried to dance with other people, but it didn't really work. It was fun, though ;)
During another slow song, I got to dance with Anne-Marie, and I found out how horrible of a dancer I am (sorry Anne-Marie!)
Afterwards, at Ed's house, was fun too. It was: Me, Kristen, Christy, Ashley L., Ashley T., Jeanne, Kellie, Greg, Tom, Alex (Tom's date), Meagan, Abby, Beans, Lisa, and I think that's it, except I know I'm forgetting someone. O, yeah, and Ed too, of course haha. Some people watched the Sox game while others of us talked a little bit.
All the guys slept over, which was fun (although a bit odd at times--I won't go into it), and then I came home at around 10.
And this is where the public ends and the friends-only post begins (the friends-only post will almost certainly become public by the end of the week). The friends-only post contains, just in case you wanted to know, stuff that a bunch of us found out while talking at the kitchen table.
If you'd like to read the post that follows this one, comment to be added!
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Tuesday, October 12th, 2004
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Yeah, I had a pretty boring weekend...and there's not really much else that I can say about it haha
But! I've decided to make a list of people I'm going to marry just like Christy haha
here it is: 1. Jennifer Garner 2. Lindsay Lohan 3. Melissa George 4. Keira Knightley 5. Lena Olin 6. Natalie Portman
Wow...I thought that I'd have more...
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Thursday, October 7th, 2004
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Hey again...first of all, I just have to say that today's been a weird day.
It was really good, hardly any homework (except math), and all I did today was watch Alias episodes because I really needed a break after the past couple of days.
But here's the weird thing: Have you ever been paranoid? Like, gotten the feeling that everyone's mad at you, but you don't know why? I don't know, but I had that feeling today...and a really bad feeling of loneliness, too.
I don't know where all this came from. I just don't like the way things are going, I guess...
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This week's been another hectic one...especially Tuesday night and last night. Other than that, nothing has really happened. Tuesday night at band practice was cool, though. Actually, it was freezing...but it was fun despite that. We won't be performing the entire second number tomorrow, but we'll be doing most of it. There's nothing else particularly special that's happened since Sunday, so there's nothing more to update with
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Sunday, October 3rd, 2004
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At KT's house, Kristen and Christy and Moritz and Mila and I (and Maureen, too!) ate a calzone haha and watched Bless the Child, which was an interesting movie, but we didn't get to finish it. Kristen didn't have any onion for the calzone, so she went back to my house to get one haha
Today I watched a ton of episodes of Alias (maybe 4 or 5?), and I found out that Lauren is Covenant! And what happened to Sydney! It's been very cool. Robert Lindsey was killed, too...and Irina (who is my favorite character, and she doesn't appear in this season at all) has a sister!!
Oo, I also found out how cool Irish/Celtic/New Age music is yesterday. It really is awesome. And so is Techno/Dance music. And Italian folk songs and Russian folk songs (just because they're Russian) are up there, too
I cleaned my room and did a lot of college matching stuff today in addition to my Alias marathon. So far, it looks like my top colleges are U. of Penn., U. of Pitt., Syracuse, Northeastern, and a couple of others.
I had a weird dream last night (that might've had something to do with staying up way too late to watch one episode of Alias that was really weird) about a volcano and having to escape, and then I woke up and there was news about Mt. St. Helens erupting or something! I thought it was weird...maybe I had overheard something the night before and it didn't really register (because that would've been something I would've been interested in; I wouldn't forget if I had heard that).
Anyway, here are some lyrics:
I'm dreaming I'm seeing I'm believing
Run in warm, gentle breeze Games around the willow trees Watching innocent hearts everywhere White swans and dragonflies Rippling waters go by Dreaming of love everywhere
Is it now that I'm dreaming? Is it now that I'm believing?
Raindrops and rainbows agree Chasing streams along the lee Watching innocent hearts everywhere Breathless autumn trees Climbing high just to feel free Dreaming of love everywhere
I'm dreaming I'm seeing I'm believing
Is it now that I'm dreaming Of a distant kind of day? Is it now that I'm seeing The clouds drifting away?
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Saturday, October 2nd, 2004
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Hello! I've done a couple of friends-only updates, and I figured that I should do some public updates every so often...so here's one!
By the way, comment to be added!
This was a very very good week...hardly any homework! The only bad thing about the week was that we didn't have band practice Tuesday night...and I guess there was some other bad stuff, but that can stay in the friends-only posts.
Nothing really exciting happened until Thursday night (sorry if I'm forgetting stuff-if I am, remind me!). That night we had a library party at Tuscany 323 as a going away party for Chrissy. It was a great time...17 librarians and former librarians (and the town accountant lol) eating Italian food and being rowdy! haha It was really great...we joked around a ton and just had a blast. It was great to see people I haven't seen in a while, too.
Friday was great, too! We had a SADD meeting (nothing special), and then I went to work, and then came home and I hund around with Lucas for a little bit. After dinner, I drove the family to my aunt's house to visit my cousin who's home from Luxembourg for a week!! Lots of the family was there, including my cousins' two sons, Luigi and Lucien (I think I've discussed them before) and another one of my cousin's daughter, Taylor. Taylor is still too little to really say anything, but Luigi and Lucien were crazy...I'm taking pictures next time I see them and putting them up here.
Looking forward to tonight!
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Sunday, September 26th, 2004
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Welcome to the 2004 edition of 'Getting To Know Your Friends Better.' What you are supposed to do is copy (not forward) this entire email and paste it onto a new e-mail that you'll send. Change all the answers so they apply to you, and then send this to a whole bunch of people including the person who sent it to you. The theory is that you will learn a lot of little things about your friends, if you did not know them already!
1. What time do you get up? Well, my alarm goes off at 5:45, but I hardly ever get up before 6:30.
2. If you could eat lunch with one person, who would it be? Howard Shore, of course!
3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? Umm...I think it was I, Robot.
4. What is/are your favorite TV shows? Alias!! I'm watching it right now, because I've decided to have an Alias marathon since Season 3 just came out on DVD...I'm on Season 2, episode 12 (of 22)
5. What do you usually have for breakfast? I don't eat breakfast at all during the week...I need to wait awhile after I get up to eat...but on the weekends I'll eat Reese's Puffs or doughtnuts, if there are any around.
6. Who would you hate to be stuck in a room with? Hmm...not sure if I should answer this question
7. What is your middle name? Ettore
8. What place would you like to live Beach, City or Country? City
9. Favorite ice cream? The mint ice cream with the M&Ms and the chocolate swirls...mmm
10. Butter, plain or salted popcorn? What about butter and salt?
11. Which would you prefer to buy: shoes or purses? Uhh...shoes? But I hate clothes/shoe shopping.
12. Makeup or bath products? I'm beginning to think that I shouldn't have participated in this...but bath products
13. Price not considered, what kind of car would you drive? Wow, I know nothing about cars at all...anything that gets me from point A to point B...I wouldn't mind a convertible (any kind that's nice, really), but I wouldn't want a mini-van or SUV unless it handled very nicely
14. Favorite sandwich? BLT (needs to have fries on the side, and has to be from Mike's) 15. What characteristics in people do you despise? Lying (especially when they're lying to people who know what's going on), hypocrisy, and there was something else but I can't remember what it is...
16. Favorite flower? Snapdragon...just because it has the word dragon in it...really, though, I don't know what my favorite flower is 17. If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go? New Zealand 18. Favorite brand of clothing? I don't really know...Old Navy? haha
19. Where would you retire to? Vermont, I think 20. Favorite day of the week? Saturday
21. What did you do for your last birthday? I don't think I did anything...maybe went out to dinner with Mom and Papa and Gabi
22. Where were you born? Wherever Brigham and Women's Hospital is
23. What's your Favorite sport to watch? In person or on TV? Cuz if it's in person, then girl's soccer...but on TV, I guess baseball
24. Who do you least expect to send this back to you? hmm...probably Carmine or Christy, because I'm not sure if I have their correct e-mail addresses
25. Person you expect to send it back first? I think a lot of people will send it back at around the same time...
26. What fabric detergent do you use? I stay away from laundry...I don't really know what fabric detergent is
27. Coke or Pepsi? I can't tell the difference...maybe I would be able to if I had them both one after another...if it came down to a choice between the 2 (like 2 vending machines right there) it would probably still be 50/50
28. Are you a morning person or a night owl? Night...I don't like getting up in the morning, and I do my best work at night 29. What is your shoe size? Anywhere between 10 (marching shoes) and 12.5 (regular sneakers)...I guess it varies with brand...but normally I'm around 11.5
30. Do you have any pets? Yup! Baby, our cat. My friends don't like her.
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It has been a wicked long time since I've updated! 2 weeks, to be exact...so I guess I'll write a list of things that've happened since then...this isn't a very comprehensive list at all, but it has all the basic things that happened:
Sunday (12th)
-Venture meeting! Very interesting meeting in which we discussed how everything was being redone. -Then I came home...I couldn't make it to Ashley's birthday party :(
Monday (13th)
-Nothing really special happened today except for lots of tension and stress.
Tuesday (14th)
-Demo band practice, with more tensions.
-Tuesday Night Marching Practice!!! These are the best, except there was still a lot of tension.
-That night, after practice, pretty much everything was solved...or at least mostly solved, because there are still a lot of tensions...but I'll talk about that some other time.
Wednesday (15th)
-Today we had demo band! It was great, I got to do all the stuff with the sound equipment, and we got a lot of little kids to get in to music.
-There was also a Student Government meeting, which was good, except the next one is on a Tuesday night, which isn't good...if it comes down to a choice between band and Student Government, band wins.
Thursday (16th)
-Thursday was a sad day :( I'm not going to write how I feel about the whole thing here because of the fear that some people might interpret things incorrectly and get offended...so I'll save all my feelings for a Friends-only post after I finish this one.
-Christy and Kristen and I went to the soccer game...the boys lost, but they played well (and the referees weren't being fair. We saw Mrs. Barrese and Josh there, and Mrs. Barrese gave us a ride home.
Friday (17th)
-Friday was a great day! A couple of us went to Christy's to watch Return of Jafar, which we couldn't because it was so dumb! So we watched this movie, Quills, instead, and it was a pretty good movie.
Saturday (18th)
-Worked...that's about it
Sunday (19th)
-What a busy day (homework-wise)! We had a band council meeting, too.
I'm not going to update about every other day for the week after because I just realized that nothing particularly exciting happened besides the Lip-Synch contest which Kristen and I organized! It ended up being a success, but I was soooooo busy that week (Monday the 20th-Friday the 24th). I'm glad it's all over...we ended up making more than $1000!! And we got free pizzas to give to the homeroom with the most attendee (Mr. Lester).
The other big thing this week was the game last night and our first half-time show. From what I could see, the tenor sax section didn't really do that bad!
After the game, Christy and I went to Kristen's house to watch a movie (All I Want) and get Chinese food. Brette and Kate visited, too. That's pretty much it...those are all the major things that've happened.
O, yeah! I got my 3rd season of Alias collection ABSOLUTELY FREE!!!! The packaging is wicked tepid, too!
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Sunday, September 12th, 2004
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The more I think about last night, the more infuriated I get.
There was so much stuff that I wanted to write down here, but I've
forgotten a lot of it. But everything that I can think of will be
written down here.
First of all, anyone who wants to know the unique history of my and
Andy's "friendship" is welcome to ask either one of us (although I
doubt that you'd get the same story). But understanding that
story is the basis for understanding the rest of the conflict here, too.
Here I was, thinking that Andy was a changed guy. But no.
Especially after last night. Here's the deal: He came over to our
movie-viewing last night intending to recieve a phone call from a
senior inviting him over to Julia's house. He did this with the
sole purpose of getting at me and Christy and Kristen. Well, it
certainly did get at me, but not the way he intended. Instead of
my being jealous that he was invited and I was not (by the way, I was
invited, but I chose not to go), I was kind of upset that Zack would
put me in the position that he did.
Not only did Zack not try to stop Andy from attempting to do something
malignant towards me and Christy and Kristen, but he went along with it
and even helped Andy.
I admire Zack's ability to stay neutral in this whole thing, but it's going to be impossible for him to do so any longer.
I respect that Zack wants to stay friends with both me and Andy, and that's cool, but not at the expense of either one of us.
Anyone who does something with the sole purpose of hurting others
doesn't deserve to be hanging out with Zack; Zack is way above that,
and just needs to realize that.
I really do pity anyone who sees anything in Andy at all; they've
obviously been manipulated, the same way I was freshman year, the same
way Stu was, the same way Matt was, the same way that Zack is being
manipulated now.
I've decided to set up a memory thing for all of this stuff, so people
who really want to keep track of this stuff will be able to without
having to find their way through huge posts about Russian terrorism
(although I'd still suggest taking a look at the pictures if you're
able to).
And also, I am not mad at the seniors at all, and never was. I
hope no one interpreted past posts as me being mad at the seniors, or
any particular seniors.
In fact, just to clarify things before rumors are wildly spread by
people, I'm not really mad at anyone, except for Andy. And I'll
admit that I'm a bit disappointed in some people, but not upset...and
it's people who shouldn't care in the first place.
This is definitely going to be an interesting week.
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Thursday, September 9th, 2004
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OK, here's what you have to do: name songs that you think describe a character from Lord of the Rings. My sister and my mom came up with some to start off
Aragorn-I Just Can't Wait To Be King (from "The Lion King")
Legolas-Dude Looks Like A Lady (Aerosmith) or I'm Too Sexy
Frodo-Do You Really Want To Hurt Me (Culture Club (I think))
Add a comment if you have some ideas of your own!
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| Time: | 6:03 pm. |
| Mood: | working. | | Music: | Jason Phones It In-from the Bourne Identity OST. |
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Yep, today was a typical school and work day. It wasn't supposed to be, we were supposed to have demo band and miss most of our classes, but Mr. Bell was sick, so no demo band. The rest of the school day was ok. I just realized that I haven't put my schedule up, so here it is:
1-Pre-cal H. with Mr. Fredericks 2-Chemistry H. with Ms. Hoyo 3-Latin III H. with Ms. Lambert 4-American Studies H. with Mr. Woodward 5-AP US History with Mr. Grimmet 6-Study 7-Band
After school, I went to the library and found out that I didn't have to work the whole day. I've been so messed up with my library schedule this past week, I think I copied it down wrong. Or maybe I'm looking at last week's schedule. O, well, it's a good thing that I didn't work the whole day today because I have a fair amount of homework and studying to do.
Nothing else new...I have to go to the wedding of someone I don't really know tomorrow, which'll be kind of weird. But it's tepid. I get to drive home all the way from western MA at 11 o'clock at night :) My mom'll probably have a heart attack.
I'd best get back to my homework now.
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Wednesday, September 8th, 2004
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| Time: | 10:43 pm. |
| Mood: | energetic. | | Music: | Wonderwall-Oasis. |
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I got the pictures from the Beslan crisis to work, so if you were looking for them before and they weren't there, they're there now. Please be advised that some of the pictures are disturbing.
Other than that, not much else to tell besides the fact that I've bounced right back from what could've been a very depressing situation. I think that's because of all my friends and all the words of wisdom I've been given...thanks everyone (you know who you are)!
Forgot that I worked today, first time in a while...that was great, I got to scold little kids...highlight of my week haha
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Monday, September 6th, 2004
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| Time: | 1:15 pm. |
| Mood: | working. | | Music: | Look Away-Chicago (the band). |
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I really don't feel like I can write a ton in this journal without some people getting upset, but someone who has consistently been a problem for me has ruined things for me again--in more than one way!
But I don't really go into that, even thought it's the biggest thing on my mind right now.
Museum trip into Boston was fun! Me, Kristen, Christy, Zack, and Moritz went by train into Boston and went to the Museum of Science to visit the Lord of the Rings exhibit. It wasn't all that I thought it would be, although being able to hold a very life-like replica of Glamdring was awesome (it's the replica I'm looking into buying sometime). And the replicas of Barad-dur and Isengard were very tepid, too. And so were the suits of armor and various outfits. Christy was very impressed by Legolas's clothes being only inches from her. Very very impressed. But there was no Eowyn stuff!! At all!! And they had the Ring, all alone in it's own room.
Then we went to Quincy Market and then got a little bit lost in the North End looking for Pizzeria Regina. We got two pizzas and then got very confused about money. Then it was back to Quincy Market for dessert (and a discussion about politics between me and Zack that'll have to continue later sometime), and eventually back to Government Center to catch the Green Line to Park Station.
The scariest thing in the world happened to me at Park Station. As we were getting off the Green Line to go down the stairs to the Red Line, someone came from the side, grabbed me, shook me, and was yelling "Give me all your money, kid!!" I don't know what I had planned, but then all of a sudden, Kristen yelled "Tony!" And we were all cracking up. Jenna was there, too, and other people that I didn't know but Kristen did. According to Christy, she was about to start screaming before we realized it was Tony. And I can only imagine what was going through Moritz's mind; he might not have known Tony well, and didn't know that Tony was Tony. And all the passersby must have been a little weirded out.
The rest of the trip home was uneventful. I drove Kristen home, and then went back to my house for dinner, and then walked up to Kristen's house to watch Aladdin with her, Christy, and (eventually) Zack. Zack had to leave early, and Kristen, Christy, and I played Disney trivia, which I did pitifully in, even when people told me the answers haha.
Sunday wasn't as fun; we had a Venture Scouts officers meeting where we discussed changes and then Lindsay, John, and I went to the Episcopal Church to make copies. I tried to play the organ, but was horrible at it.
That's about it, except for the most important thing. But most everyone knows a little about that. And yet I'm still in a surprisingly good mood; I was ten times worse the last time something a portion of this magnitude happened (it makes sense in my mind); maybe it just hasn't hit yet
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Friday, September 3rd, 2004
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Well, I'm in a (mostly) better mood than I was yesterday.
But something happened today that is extremely disheartening. The
seige at the Russian school ended today with the death of more than 200
people, many of them children. I'm posting pictures below--the
ones that I fell best capture the emotion of the moments. Please
be warned that some of the pictures are very graphic and saddening.
I can't believe the news today,
I can't close my eyes and make it go away.
How long, how long must we sing this song?
How long? Tonight we can be as one.
Broken bottles under children's feet,
Bodies strewn across a dead end street,
But I won't heed the battle call,
It puts my back up, puts my back up against the wall.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
And the battle's just begun,
There's many lost, but tell me who has won?
The trenches dug within our hearts,
And mother's children, brothers, sisters torn apart.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
How long, how long must we sing this song?
How long? Tonight we can be as one.
Tonight, tonight.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Wipe the tears from your eyes,
Wipe your tears away,
Wipe your bloodshot eyes.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
Sunday, bloody Sunday.
And it's true we are immune,
When fact is fiction and T.V. is reality,
And today the millions cry,
We eat and drink when tomorrow they die.
The real battle just begun.
To claim the victory Jesus won,
On a Sunday, bloody Sunday,
Sunday, bloody Sunday.














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Friday 3 September. As the siege at Beslan's No 1 school enters its
third day, Chechen separatists are still holding hundreds of children
and adults.
The attackers had stormed into the school on Wednesday, forcing everyone into the gym.
Contact with the hostage-takers is resumed on Friday morning (0330
GMT). So far they have refused to allow food supplies into the school,
which is surrounded by special forces. At about 0850 they agree to let
emergency workers into the school to retrieve bodies of dead hostages.
The following accounts are based on details released by 2020 GMT on Friday.
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Just before 0900 GMT, emergency workers enter the school to recover the bodies of dead hostages, thought to be about 15.
Minutes later, explosions and gunfire are heard and, at about 0915, a group of hostages of different ages manages to escape.
The order of events is still unclear. But one eyewitness has told
Russian media that one of the many bombs stuck with tape around the gym
fell and exploded. The roof caved in and hostages started to run.
The attackers fired at them as they fled, prompting the troops outside to shoot back.
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As four Mi-8 combat helicopters hover over the school, special forces storm the buildings.
At 1005 GMT, Russian commanders report that their troops are nearly in
full command of the building, but the gunfire continues. At 1040, three
armoured personnel carriers with troops approach the school. New blasts
are heard as commandos blow holes in walls to allow hostages to escape.
At around 1200, sappers begin demining the school buildings and
grounds.
Russian officials later say the decision to storm the school was taken after the attackers started shooting at children.
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As troops move in, half-naked and bloodied children begin running out of the school. Others are carried out by adults.
Those who are not seriously hurt are desperate for water. They are
first treated at a field hospital set up nearby. Military and civilian
ambulances, as well as civilian cars commandeered by soldiers, are used
to take the injured to different hospitals.
Later, dozens of bodies are found in the school gym.
Despite earlier official statements that all the hostages had
been freed, it emerges that some children are still being held captive.
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In the confusion that follows the storming of the school, a group of
attackers manages to flee, apparently by mixing in with the hostages.
Thirteen of the attackers reportedly head south and take refuge in a nearby house where they are surrounded by special forces.
Three others apparently flee to the basement from where they continue to fire at the troops.
Late on Friday, officials say 20 of the attackers - at least
nine of them Arab - have been killed. Three others have been taken
alive, they say. There are contradictory reports as to whether any of
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More Than 200 Killed in Russian School Shootout
By Richard Ayton and Oliver Bullough
BESLAN, Russia (Reuters) -
Russian troops stormed a school
on Friday, blaming Chechen hostage-takers for a bloody battle
in which more than 200 people -- dozens of them children --
were killed and hundreds were wounded.
Terrified children, some naked and others with bloodied
faces, ran screaming for safety after a 53-hour ordeal at the
hands of gunmen with bombs strapped to their waists. Machinegun
fire rattled out and helicopters clattered overhead.
The military operation against the gunmen, "who put up
lengthy resistance in the school is now over," a Russian
official overseeing the mission was quoted as saying by the
Interfax news agency late on Friday night.
Russian troops -- with special forces spearheading the
storming -- killed 27 hostage-takers and captured three alive,
officials told Interfax.
Burly soldiers grabbed the fleeing children and rushed them
to waiting medics. Some had blood streaming from wounds.
"I smashed the window to get out," one boy with a bandaged
hand told Russian television. "People were running in all
directions ... (The guerrillas) were shooting from the roof."
The children, many stripped to their underwear after two
days without food or drink in stiflingly hot and crowded
conditions, gulped down bottles of water and waited in a daze
for relatives as gunfire crackled round them.
CONFUSION AND CARNAGE
Official details and figures fluctuated amid the confusion
and carnage in Beslan in the North Ossetia region bordering
troubled Chechnya (news - web sites), where Moscow has faced a decade-old revolt.
"More than 200 people died as a result of shooting by the
gunmen or from wounds received as a result of explosions set
off by the gunmen," a Health Ministry source in North Ossetia
was quoted as saying by Interfax.
Russian media said 860 pupils attended Middle School No.1.
Their number may have been swollen to around 1,500 by parents
and relatives attending a first-day ceremony traditional in
Russian schools.
The Emergencies Ministry said 704 people, including 259
children, were in hospital. Many of the wounded were being
treated in mobile hospitals set up by authorities.
Bullet holes riddled the red brick walls of the school and
smoke rose from the collapsed roof of the gymnasium.
Six bodies lay covered with white sheets near the school
gates, one the almost naked corpse of a girl of around 16.
Russian authorities said they had been forced into an
unplanned rescue operation when the hostage-takers opened fire
on fleeing children.
Moments before the battle erupted, officials said they had
sent a vehicle to fetch the bodies of people killed in
Wednesday's seizure of the school.
"No military action was planned. We were planning further
talks," said Valery Andreyev, regional head of Russia's FSB
security service.
RUSSIA SAYS 10 ARABS KILLED
Andreyev said 10 Arabs had been among the gunmen killed, adding
fuel to Russia's contention that Chechen rebels are backed by
foreign Islamic militants.
Some officials suggested an al Qaeda financing link to the
gunmen.
Russian President Vladimir Putin (news - web sites) came to power in 2000 on a
promise to restore order in Chechnya after years of violent
rebellion and hostage-takings similar to the one in Beslan.
A total of 129 hostages and 41 rebels were killed when
Putin sent in troops to overpower Chechen rebels who seized a
Moscow theater in 2002. But violence in the region and
elsewhere in Russia has raged on.
World leaders sent messages of support and sympathy to
Russia, although many have questioned Moscow's human rights
record in an often bloody campaign against Chechen rebels
seeking independence for their region.
"This is yet another grim reminder of the lengths to which
terrorists will go to threaten the civilized world," President
Bush (news - web sites) told a rally in West Allis, Wisconsin, where he was
campaigning for re-election.
"We stand with the people of Russia."
GUNMEN SPLIT UP
Russian media said the fleeing gunmen split up after
escaping from the school.
Alexander Dzasokhov, president of North Ossetia, said the
gunmen had demanded an independent Chechnya, the first clear
link between them and a decade-long separatist rebellion in the
neighboring province.
Attacks linked to Chechen separatists have surged in the
past few weeks as Chechnya elected a head for its pro-Moscow
administration to replace an assassinated predecessor.
Last week, suicide bombers were blamed for the
near-simultaneous crash of two passenger planes in which 90
people died. This week, in central Moscow, a suicide bomber
blew herself up, killing nine people.
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